It's a winter wonderland

Sooo, I got send out of the hospital from friday until mondaymorning to spend the holidays and I had so much fun the past days! I saw my best friend Kimberly back and saw another friend that I hadn't seen back in ages too. Plus, I found time to finally reorden my room a little and throw away some old stuff. (I'll post some pictures of my room later) I'm happy I could spend the weekend with Kimberly, it was so nice! We are already best friends for three years and last week, it was exactly three years and for that she got me a supercute necklace and the GQ magazine! She is so sweet! I'm going to get her present for her soon, I couldn't buy it earlier, sadly. I don't think I have something else to say for now.. I'll miss home when I leave tomorrow morning!

You

Unbelievable how you got underneath my skin, you're like a disease. I cannot get rid of you, there is no cure. There's no medicin that'll take you and the feelings you bring with you away. You're special, you're different, you're unique, you're everything I cannot find in someone else. You're what I need the most and just the one thing that I can't get. You're confusing, you bring so much feelings with you that I don't even know how to describe it sometimes. It's hard, it's suffering but I won't complain. Besides all the hurt, it's the most amazing feeling of all times, the feeling of pure love rushing through your body. The feeling when I have when I see you, when I hear you, when I'm closer to you than else.. It's all worth it. It's something I can't live without.
It's all I live for.