Photoshoot with Kimberly

What do you do on a sleepover? Take pictures, right?

Sleeping over

Angelika is sleeping over at my house and all we've done is write in our book, watch movies and drool all over Robert Pattinson, Ed Westwick and Jasper Rathbone.. This is our life, yep.

Partypeople

Yesterday me and my friends went to College TD and it was so amazing! Except the fact that I got a little to drunk and was sick all night. :') Yep.



Jens is so adorable ♥

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaah

I'm sorry for not posting so much, I just didn't find the time for it or just didn't feel like it.
But anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaay,
it's quite late but still a happy new year to all of you :)!
I hope you have an amazing year!
There's nothing much that happened, except that I have a boyfriend noooooooooow
and he makes me so happyyyyyyyy.
Haha, I'm so silly.
Pictures will follow. (:

Much loveeeee ♥

It's a winter wonderland

Sooo, I got send out of the hospital from friday until mondaymorning to spend the holidays and I had so much fun the past days! I saw my best friend Kimberly back and saw another friend that I hadn't seen back in ages too. Plus, I found time to finally reorden my room a little and throw away some old stuff. (I'll post some pictures of my room later) I'm happy I could spend the weekend with Kimberly, it was so nice! We are already best friends for three years and last week, it was exactly three years and for that she got me a supercute necklace and the GQ magazine! She is so sweet! I'm going to get her present for her soon, I couldn't buy it earlier, sadly. I don't think I have something else to say for now.. I'll miss home when I leave tomorrow morning!

You

Unbelievable how you got underneath my skin, you're like a disease. I cannot get rid of you, there is no cure. There's no medicin that'll take you and the feelings you bring with you away. You're special, you're different, you're unique, you're everything I cannot find in someone else. You're what I need the most and just the one thing that I can't get. You're confusing, you bring so much feelings with you that I don't even know how to describe it sometimes. It's hard, it's suffering but I won't complain. Besides all the hurt, it's the most amazing feeling of all times, the feeling of pure love rushing through your body. The feeling when I have when I see you, when I hear you, when I'm closer to you than else.. It's all worth it. It's something I can't live without.
It's all I live for.

Sssh

It’s 2AM, I’m thinking about you. I should be asleep.
But I can’t, I have this urge, this high need to talk to you. Of course I could always look at your face on the wall and tell what I want to, but that would be extremely ridiculous and unnecessary.
I wish I could talk to you, talk to you about everything.
And you’d talk to me, you’d talk about everything that happened,
everything that made you laugh and I’d laugh with you. 
I wish I could see you, you and your sparkling eyes.
You and your beautiful smile that makes me feel light headed whenever I see it.
I wish I could hold you, hold you so tight so you’d feel as safe as I would feel at the moment.
I’d protect you with my life and I’d make you know that.
I wish I could fall asleep next to you, look at your sleepy face and your messy hair when you wake up.
Tease you and afterwards fall asleep in your arms again.
So many wishes, so many things flashing in front of my eyes. Is it all just a imagination?
Or is it a view on the future? I don’t know, I shouldn’t think about it.
It’s a half past 2AM, I’m still thinking about you. I should be asleep.